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Sunday, February 28, 2010,2:02 PM So my stupid ex decides to write all this stupid shit to me. Its been going on for a few days now and I'm growing tired of it. Talk shit, get hit foo! Gosh, I'm so tired of it. I don't want to hear his "good luck on your relationship" or his "good bye 's". I don't want anything from him. He was yesterday and KP is my today and tomorrow. Seriously, kid, don't you understand I'm over you!? I no longer hurt or spend countless nights crying anymore. Your time for redemption is long over. No, we can't be friends. No, we can't talk. And most of all, no, you cannot redeem yourself and make yourself feel better about the mistakes you made. Understand that you and I are no more. I will never ever come back to you. NEVER. Believe me when I say never. You messed up. When I tried to salvage what we had left you went and burned it along with the sins you committed. I just don't love you anymore. I never will again. Not even as a friend will I love you or respect you. All in honesty, you're a disgusting and despicable person. I really believed in the good in you, but you just keep proving me wrong. Truth is, after you broke my heart I cleaned up my act and now I am doing better for my life. What about you? Seven months after our breakup and you're still doing the same thing. Still stuck in the same rut. You're really pathetic. You can no longer blame me for the mistakes you've made or continue to make. I hate how you blame me left and right for the mistakes that occur over and over in your life. You're starting to sound like a pathetic over played broken record. Get over yourself kid. Yes, you're a kid. You always will be. I'm no longer in your life jerk, so you have NO right to blame me. Truth is, everyone is responsible for their own actions. Time to take responsibility instead of pawning them off on me. Jerk. And yes, I am better off without you. SO much better. Remember this, I'm Kia Yang, I rise from my ashes and I do the friggen impossible. Break me down and I'll only come back stronger. You mean nothing to me anymore. And never will you ever come to have a meaning again. You're just another kid on the streets. You're a sad sad little person. Enjoy your sad little life as you try to dump your mistakes on me cause I'm no longer there. See who you'll turn to now. Your friends are growing tired of your shit too. Suck on that fool. Anyways, sorry about the hate letter there. Haha. I just had to get that crap out of me. I've been really annoyed the ex lately. Who cares though. Kids will be kids. I'm growing up and becoming a better person. I am happy with where I am and who I am. I love my SMC and my KP. My romeo. I'm sooo happy he's with me. Showing me the better half of life and showing me what love is. You are everything I could ever wish for. You're truly the best. I can't even begin to explain how much I love you. I love KP Xiong. Truly Yours, Kia Yang |
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