Astounded

The Other Side

Wednesday, April 14, 2010,3:46 PM

I haven't blogged lately! Man does it feel good to write again! School has been very hectic and draining. I come home tired everyday and forgetting what I learned. What a waste of education. Haha. But, I actually enjoy school. I wake up everyday excited for what I'm gonna learn! I'm a cosmetologist in training! Yippee!

Anyways, my schedule has been really packed these days. I've just been going to school and doing promo work for Mirage Entertainment. I'm glad I got a planner. My life is sooo much more organized that way. I finally finished reading True Colors by Kristin Hannah. Eh, the book was ok. It dragged out too long. I was honestly kinda disappointed. The beginning was really good, but everything else was kinda terrible. It should've ended halfway through the book. Plus, it revolved around Vivi Ann, the younger sister, too much. She didn't write about Aurora or Winona at all. Perhaps it was symbolic of how the middle sister is always neglected. Who knows. Eh. I wasn't impressed. Anyways, I'm about to go looking for books to read again. Any suggestions? I'm thinking about reading more of Ha Jin's books. He's quite a good writer.

Anyways, besides books and school, life has been good. Everything is going good and steady. The family is still sane and the friends seem to be fine. My boyfriend is amazing and I'm feeling better than ever. Life couldn't get better than this. Well, perhaps it can, but I'm content with what I have right now. I'm so happy with life. I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs.

To be honest, I owe a lot of my newfound happiness to my wonderful boyfriend and friends. SMC stood by me through and thick. When things got hard and it seemed like my life was getting no where they stood by me and pulled me up and pushed me through. They kept me on my feet and always gave me the hugs and the laughter I needed. They were my family when my family walked out on me and turned their backs to me. They were there for my dumb mistakes and forgave me regardless. I love my best friends and I miss them terribly these days. We're all so busy and we're definitely growing up. I want one day with just SMC and nothing else. I miss us so much. I miss our reckless nights and our fatty days. Just because we're all growing up doesn't mean we can't make time for each other anymore. Plus...I can tell some of us are a bit emotionally distraught. We need a catch up day.

And to my wonderful boyfriend, where do I even begin!? People were right, things are better when you're in love and yes love is THE best feeling on Earth. Better than any drug or high I've ever felt. Life just seems better! The sun is brighter. The air is cleaner. The grass is greener. And ice cream is soooo much sweeter. Everything just seems like a fairytale and I'm the friggen queen who gets everything she wants cause you're the damn king and you demand that all the lowly peasants give me what I want. Hahaha. I love you. I really do. I didn't think I could love again, but with you I can do so much that I never knew I was capable of. I didn't think I could love someone so soon and so deeply. I love you so much. I wouldn't want it any other way. If I could wake up every morning next to you, I'd forever be happy. I love you tubby. You make it all worth it.

And I guess thats kinda all I have to write about. I'm happy these days. Life is beautiful.

Truly Yours, Kia Yang