Read the daily ramblings of my life. Read it and weep. ;)

My name is Kia, but you can call me Nana as well. I'm 19 years old and currently reside in Minnesota. I'm a cosmetology student at Minnesota School of Cosmetology. I love art in all its forms. I love makeup and fashion. I'm very passionate about the field I'm in. I also write and read. I still believe reading is one of the best forms of entertainment out there. I'm a loving sweet person who enjoys being around her loved ones. I love all things girly and I'm very easygoing. I'm also a child at heart. Give me ice cream and a smile will instantaneously appear on my face. I'm outgoing and friendly. Most of all, I'm Kia Yang and I do the impossible. =)

"My goal as a cosmetologist is not to make the world beautiful one person at a time, but to show them that they are beautiful one person at a time" ♥

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Today I went running around the block. I had my mp3 player with me and I was listening to "It Never Rains" by Neyo and I started to cry. I cried so hard I had to stop running. I stopped running and just sat by the curb and cried my heart out. I walked back home and cried on my doorsteps too. I just kept crying. I was crying out of sadness and happiness. I remembered that when I was angry I used to run all the time. I would just put on my shoes and run until I felt happier. I would feel as if I was running far away from all my pain and troubles. I would run even if it hurt my lungs to breathe. I would just run. And I guess, today, I realized I had no troubles to run from. I had nothing to fear or protect myself from anymore. I finally felt safe and secure with my life. It was a newfound happiness. It really was. Yet, I was sad. I can't quite describe the sadness either. It was just a deep empty sorrow that I felt. I really wanted to see my dearest boyfriend today. I wanted him to tell me that this newfound hope and happiness is here to stay. I wanted him to hold me and tell me its ok. That I no longer have to put up these walls to protect myself cause everyone that is in my life is here to stay. And that even if things happen in the future, its not because they're out to hurt me. I needed him today of all day.

Oddly enough, I didn't need my SMC today. I really needed my KP. I needed him to tell me that everything is a for sure. I needed him to tell me that my family and I will only see better days. I needed him today for he is my rock. I know, I know, I'm moodswinging like CRAZY! I guess, overall, I'm really really happy with life. I'm just scared that it'll all slip away from my fingers. Aside from that, I'm really happy that MK and I can still be on mutual terms. She's grown so much too. I can really tell that she's matured. We all have. We're all growing up.

And on a side note, I feel really inspired today. I feel like I can write forever. I really can. I'm gonna finish writing my letters for my SMC babes today for our friendship time capsule. I'm so blessed and thankful. I guess God has been listening to my prayers all along. He just wanted me to go through a few obstacles so that I can appreciate all that I have in front of me even more. Thanks. I need all that drama so I could realize that all I ever wanted and needed was right here along. =)

Truly Yours, Kia Yang

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