Astounded

A Love Letter

Wednesday, March 17, 2010,3:27 PM

Dearest KP,

I know I have been a jerk to you lately. I've been whining day in and day out. I've been such a brat. All I do is complain about this and that. All I do is talk about what I want and what I don't want. I've been so selfish and inconsiderate lately. I'm terribly sorry. Forgive me? You put up with all the crap I give you and you never expect anything from me. You silently put up with my bs and love me regardless. I am so thankful for you sweetheart. I know I may sometimes may you feel like you don't matter to me as much as my friends, but thats a lie. I love you just as much. I sometimes lose sight of how wonderful you are to me, but I never lose sight of what you mean to me or how much I love you. You stood by me even when the world made it seem as if we're not meant to be together. You stood by me even when it seemed like all hope was lost. I'm sooo sorry that I've been throwing such a bitch fit lately, but I love you all the more since you didn't lash back out on me and stood by me lovingly.

I want you to know just how much you mean to me. Even though somedays it seems like we're so far apart from one another, I hold on. Even though sometimes I feel like the odds are against us, I hold on. Who cares about what the world thinks or says? I have you and thats all that matters. They can say all that they want or even try to pull us apart, we're better than that. I remember when we first started talking, people couldn't stop running their mouthes about us, but who cares! Its only because we're such an orgasmic couple. Haha. I'm so glad we stuck through it together. We're so compatible we make the whole world jealous. When we argue we always come to terms that we both can agree on. Nothing comes close to how I feel for you. Some people may not understand why I love you so much, but its only because they don't see what I see in you. When I look at you, I see love. When I look at you, I see hope and faith. When I look at you, I see strength and courage. When I look at you, I see my everything. My forever. Nothing can compare to how I feel for you. With you all those damn corny cliche love lines make sense now. You are my sun, my air, my trees. As corny as it sounds, it all makes sense.

I want you to know that I'll always stand beside you. Who needs the rest of the world when I have you? What I have in you is nothing compared to what the rest of the world can offer. A life without you isn't a life I would want to lead. Life is much sweeter and enjoyable when I have someone like you to share it with. I love you sweetheart. Ever since I met you only good things have happened. All the bad things were weeded out and only seeds of love and joy were planted. I'm glad I have you to help me tend to this garden of life. You have made me appreciate life so much more. Ice cream tastes better now and life is so much more beautiful. Its like I woke up and looked outside and all I see are rainbows and happy jolly things. Unicorns exist and twillerbees pop up everywhere now! You make all the impossible things seem so realistically possible. You're so amazing and I apologize soooo much that I've been making you feel like you're less than that. You're not. You're much more than anyone in the entire world could ever imagine.

Some days you may feel so far from me, but I hold on. Some days you feel so distant, but I hold on. I hold on cause I know you'd hold onto me. I hold on because I know if I let go I would never ever find anyone as wonderful and loving as you. You accept all my crazy flaws and love them with your sweet tender love. You kiss all my owwies away. GOSH DARN YOU! You've got me soooo hooked on you. But not hooked like a drug...you've got me hooked like you're ice cream. You're essential to my life and my happiness. Ice cream used to make me so happy. It would make me stop crying instantaneously, but these days I find myself wanting you instead of ice cream. You've become my entire world. A world full of grumpy toasts and brown cows. Sweetheart, I know I've said this before, but don't let me be your treasure. I'm not a treasure you have to go digging for and get stuck in a hole. I am your sun, your air, your trees, your water, and your silly geese. I am all that good stuff. With me, you won't get stuck in a dark deep hole. With me, you'll be thriving and living. I'll be right here with you. You don't have to look anywhere else because I'll be by your side. I'll be holding your hand on this pathway of life. If you fall, we both fall together. We'll share the laughter and the tears.

I believe in you. I support you in all that you do. I'll always have your back cause bby, I'm down for you. I love you. All I want is for you to be happy. "I'm getting into you cause you got into me in a way that words can't describe". I will always be here. I love you. Others may say that its too soon to call it love, but I say to them, "boo on you". Who are they to know how we feel for each other? No one knows how we feel for one another except you and I. Its the scariest thought ever, but I have never loved anyone as much as I love you. I have so much hope and faith in you. Whenever I lay with you, I always wish that I could put the entire world on pause. I love laying down and simply just looking at you. Never have I ever experienced sooo much love in one moment than at that moment that I'm just looking at you. Your embrace makes the whole world disappear as if only you and I exist. As if you and I are the only people that matter in this world. In your beautiful eyes, at that moment, I can see that I'm the only person and thing that matters. In that moment I can tell that we're all that matters and all that will ever matter. If I could stop the world at that very moment, I would forever be happy with life. Sweetheart, I love you. You are my everything and will always be my everything. I love you Smokey my monstrous rapist silly lazy brown cow.

Forever and Ever Yours, Kia Yang