Read the daily ramblings of my life. Read it and weep. ;)

My name is Kia, but you can call me Nana as well. I'm 19 years old and currently reside in Minnesota. I'm a cosmetology student at Minnesota School of Cosmetology. I love art in all its forms. I love makeup and fashion. I'm very passionate about the field I'm in. I also write and read. I still believe reading is one of the best forms of entertainment out there. I'm a loving sweet person who enjoys being around her loved ones. I love all things girly and I'm very easygoing. I'm also a child at heart. Give me ice cream and a smile will instantaneously appear on my face. I'm outgoing and friendly. Most of all, I'm Kia Yang and I do the impossible. =)

"My goal as a cosmetologist is not to make the world beautiful one person at a time, but to show them that they are beautiful one person at a time" ♥

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This weekend was supposed to be my birthday celebration weekend, and instead of celebrating I'm stuck here at home sulking and being sad. I hate this. I feel like I'm giving up on everyone around me. I'm usually one who loves to surround myself with those I love, but these days, I can't stand the sight of any of them. I just want to be alone. I'm losing it. I really am. I don't know who to turn to anymore. I cry, but I don't know whose should to cry on. I can't tell my friends and my boyfriend is rarely there for me. I feel like I can't rely on anyone anymore. I feel like I have to go through everything alone. I feel like I want my friends, family, and boyfriend in my life....but I feel as though they can care less. I'm all alone and I don't know who to run to anymore. I'm closing myself in and my heart is caving in on itself and no one knows. And I don't think I'd ever want anyone to know. At first I did. I tried, but no one listened. I'm my own and I'm trying to be strong. Life goes on. I should be one to know. Time waits for no one.

This is the worst birthday I've ever had. And no, I'm not being dramatic. I was pretty hurt actually. But I'm not going to go into specifics. It was just pretty crappy. I'm so tired today too. I don't have energy to do anything. I just want to lay in bed all day. I don't want to do anything. I'm so upset and unhappy. I'm gonna head to bed.

Love, Kia

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