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Monday, June 21, 2010,1:30 PM Today I went to school and I was sent home for being out of uniform and for being sick. I was pretty mad, but I honestly didn't care. Something is definitely wrong with my physical health. Its already in bad shape already, but its always getting worse. Whats next? The doctors are gonna tell me I only have three months to live? I've been stressing a lot lately though. I just feel like I'm overdoing it. Trying too hard to make sure everything is in it's perfect place. Ugh. I hate this. I always remember to make sure everything and everyone is ok, but me. My eating and sleeping habits are out of wack. I constantly have migraines that I ignore. I'm always nauseous. I'm always dizzy. UGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH! My mother is getting worried too. I'm having my breathing attacks again. They're taking place in the middle of the night and my mom is always on my back about my inhaler. I should be worried, but I'm not. I feel like I'll be ok. Or at least I hope I'll be ok. Something is definitely wrong with me though. I feel like I haven't made enough time for myself lately and I haven't really done anything for myself. So I decided that after this upcoming weekend I'm going to spend time alone. I'm gonna go to the library and find some books to read. Most of all, I have this super uber exciting idea that I CANNOT wait to launch! I'm excited for it and I hope oh so terribly that it'll be a success in the end. I don't know how I'm going to go about doing it yet, but I do hope it comes out successfully. I guess I'll have to find a way to make it happen first. I'll do my research and see how it goes. If this goes right then everything that I've ever worked hard for in my life will go hand in hand perfectly. Eeek! I'm excited. And I decided I'm going to go out and buy a new journal. I'm going to start writing and sketching again. I've missed those good old days of expression. =) Love, Kia Yang |
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