Read the daily ramblings of my life. Read it and weep. ;)

My name is Kia, but you can call me Nana as well. I'm 19 years old and currently reside in Minnesota. I'm a cosmetology student at Minnesota School of Cosmetology. I love art in all its forms. I love makeup and fashion. I'm very passionate about the field I'm in. I also write and read. I still believe reading is one of the best forms of entertainment out there. I'm a loving sweet person who enjoys being around her loved ones. I love all things girly and I'm very easygoing. I'm also a child at heart. Give me ice cream and a smile will instantaneously appear on my face. I'm outgoing and friendly. Most of all, I'm Kia Yang and I do the impossible. =)

"My goal as a cosmetologist is not to make the world beautiful one person at a time, but to show them that they are beautiful one person at a time" ♥

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I haven't written for the past few days, so I thought I'd come on and put down a few random thoughts. For the past few days I have been so emotional. I had to come to terms with how things used to be and how things are now. I felt pretty empty these past few days, but now I think I'm going to be just fine. Sometimes there are things in the world that can make me feel so small and alone. They leave me feeling helpless and alone. I was left with a sense of emptiness and abandonment, but its ok, thats how life is. I'm no longer afraid of people coming into my life and leaving. And I am most definitely not scared to start on life. People can look down on me and say what they want, but what matters most is that I know who I am at the end of the day. What matters is that I'm proud of myself. What matters is that I'm doing this for myself and no one else. People only speak ill of you because they wished they could defy society's meaningless ways of conformation they way you do. People speak ill of you because they're afraid of what they don't know or understand. Narrow minded fools.

And so, here I am, a year stronger and wiser. It was around this time of the year last year when I was out on my ass alone. I remember how alone I felt. I remember who was there and who wasn't. I'm so glad that I've made it this far. I'm so glad that the changes that occurred happened. And honestly, I'm glad its over. I'm content with all that I have. Looking back, I don't regret a single thing. Not one single thing. I don't regret those nights we spent all night being wild and rambunctious. And I don't regret all the fights and tears. I had to take that road to lead me to where I am today. And who I am today and what I have today is truly a gift.

I love my crazy family. I love my gangster best friends. And most definitely, I love my gravity-defying-mind-blowing-crazy-son-of-a-gun-drunk-every-weekend boyfriend. ♥

Truly Yours, Kia Yang

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