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Tangled Up In Silence
Thursday, August 19, 2010,3:28 PM

I sit here at my boyfriends house and I am spinning in emotions. I feel like today was a waste of my day. If I had a remote control for life I'd skip right over this day. I sit here trying to fake my emotions. Putting on a show for people when I clearly know I'm upset. I guess you can say that overall I'm happy with my life now. I really am. I just have a lot of downs lately. More than I can handle or let on. I get through the days though. Some days are better than others. I wouldn't change a thing about my life right now. I'm happy with the decisions I've made and actions I've taken.

I guess life just gets overwhelming as we all grow up. People walk out and others walk in. Situations are constantly changing. One day may bring you good news and another day will bear terrible heart wrenching news. I guess I have no where else to pour my heart out, so I'm online pouring it into some blog of mines. How depressing. I guess its ok. I've missed writing. I've missed writing poems and short stories. To be honest, I miss the simple days. When nothing mattered and everything was ok.

I miss having time to do things for myself. I miss not having to worry about every little thing every minute. I shouldn't be one to complain though. The entire nation is struggling, not just my family and I. I guess its just a critical state for me right now. That "make it or break it" state.

Ugh, my head is flooded with thoughts. I'm gonna go cool down. Toodles.

Love, Kia Yang

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