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Once I Was Real
Tuesday, March 16, 2010,12:44 PM

The last few weeks have been kinda emotionally stressful and I have no idea why either. I was just kinda moodswinging I guess. I was really hurt and broken for awhile there, but I'm glad everything got exposed. I'm glad everything is out in the open now. I'm glad I can now see who are my true friends and who isn't. I'm kinda calming down on my moodswings. And I'm trying to stop myself from lashing out at my boyfriend so much. Oh, and I finally finished all my books. I was really disappointed in Ha Jin's A Free Life. Overall, its a good book, but it drags out so long and is quite depressing. Oh well. Time to hit the library again and find me some more books. Oh how I love my books. Books make me happy, not ugly people. When I say ugly people, I meant ugly as spiritually ugly.....if that makes sense.

And I wanna apologize to my dearest boyfriend. He's been putting up with my moodswings and crazy emotions. I'm sorry sweetheart. You put up with me all the time and don't ask for anything in return. I'm soooo sorry sweetheart. I must've broke your heart ten times this week alone. I'm sorry. I do care for you and love you a lot. I was just moodswinging since I was unsure of everything in my life at the moment. I apologize hunn. Please don't be mad. Love you long time. =)

Life is good! And yes, I'm finally attending school. I decided to go for MSC. Damn MCHD. They're so slow with everything. I am happy for myself. I am happy in general. People can hate all they want and say all they want. Life is beautiful and I am beautiful. As long as I have hope and faith in myself, no one can make me their prisoner. I love life. Living life to the fullest with all my top dawggs. Haha yes, I said it. Top dawggs yo! I love my family, my best friends, and KP. I say it all the time, but I do. The haters have made me appreciate those that I love even more. Looking at everything now, I'm glad I loved those pretentious people with all my heart. After they hurt me and scarred my heart, I've only grown from that. I have no regrets in my life because everything that happened has only made me a stronger person. I thank all those that have hurted me. You made me stronger. You made me grow. You made me wiser. You made me the Kia I am today. And the Kia I am today is amazingly beautiful.

Favorite song as of now: Call Your Name - Daughtry
go listen to it yo!

Truly Yours, Kia Yang

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