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All That I Can Hear
Tuesday, September 21, 2010,5:18 PM Lately I feel as though I have been doing quite a good job at being more independent. i rarely rely on others for anything now. i find myself striving for a better life and a better me. today i got a message from a friend telling me that he is letting go. i was deeply hurt, but not surprised. perhaps he doesnt understand that this friendship of ours will continue to constantly be a battle. he doesnt understand that i put up with it every time. he doesnt understand what he means to me. it depresses me. what he doesnt know is that i let go of that beautiful friendship a long time ago. when i let glo of smc, i basically let go of everything and everyone else. i feel alone somedays. very alone, but i remember that i have many who love me. i remember that i may be physically alone, but never spiritually. i have many people who are rooting for me. most of all, i'm rooting for myself now. i'm in that crowd now and i am now my biggest fan. i can do this. ive come this far already. i guess somedays its just sad because i have no one to share my spoils with. :/ Published with Blogger-droid v1.5.9 |
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